yall wanna know something?...well, today i was thinking about how life as a christian can be a blessing and a curse. i love the Lord God with all my heart the only problem is that everything is given to you in bigger and harder loads if you are a christian. examples well you will have many blessings and God will always be there even if you think he isnt, also dont forget if you believe in him you will most def get to the most awesome place in this world. the bad thing about being a christian is that satan attackes in large and small ways it comes with the job description. i must have it writtin on my back come get me satan. this weekend when i got back to school on sunday i found that my trunk broke( meaning that the trunk wouldnt shut) this is a problem. so i tried to fix it myself but i couldnt. so i did what every daughter does, i called my daddy. he was so fired up and mad. so then i decided to find someone who could help me this seemes like it was goin to be a dead end. it wasnt i found a guy and he fixed the trunk(acutally he jimmy riged it but who cares it doesnt fly up anymore). i guess what im tryin to say is that even tho we all get pulled down we need to remember that God has his suttle ways to bring us back up in life.

so its time for a new semester here at ccu! well i cant wait! i know that i will just love it. i know that im here for a reason and that God has a plan for my life. i pray that he opens up new doors of possibility for me. i cant wait to meet some new students and grow closer to God. this semester will also be quite a hand full for me too. i pray that for me and for everyone else that we all keep our heads up and that we look for the better rather than the bad. now, i know that sometimes that can be hard and that i struggle with finding the good rather than the bad but im determind to find the good in people and in my life in general. i would pray for all you out there that you would do the same. hope you all have a great time here at ccu or wherever you are. remember you always have something to look forward to! and that there is always someone there for you.